Letting Go: Dying Consciously


We have such a hold on life. We cling to ideas, material things, and each other. Such clinging, and holding on provides our “meaning and identification” of who we believe we are.  Yet life is about letting go,  experiencing the full measure of each drop of time. Life is the gentle flow of the water, the raging of the river, and the stillness within the pool.

Death is but another bend on the journey in the water’s flow. Death, brings transition, transformation to new form, and frees the Soul into a new realm of existence. This is our greatest moment, to let go and fall into acceptance. We can fight, struggle, and rage against this storm, but we will no longer have control of our physical being.  In this fight, we bring pain and anguish. We can plead, beg, and negotiate; and bring on further mental despair. Or we can enter this new sacred space with gentle peace, allowing acceptance and grace to wash over us.

To die consciously is to bring the fullness of our life, love, and acceptance to our deathbed. To know that we have offered our greatest service through this Divine life, and to honour our journey; by embracing our next adventure, unafraid of where it may lead. To let go at death, is to merge our consciousness with that of Creator, and moving freely again into the cosmic oneness and dwell within the light.

“When a soul is out of the cocoon of the (three) bodies it escapes forever from the law of relativity and becomes the ineffable Ever-Existent. Behold the butterfly of Omnipresence, its wings etched with stars and moons and suns! The soul expanded into Spirit remains alone in the region of lightless light, darkless dark, thoughtless thought, intoxicated with its ecstasy of joy in God’s dream of cosmic creation.”  ~ Sri Yukteswar~ From Autobiography of a Yogi~


Sacred Economics: The Art of Gifting


Money, and the exchange of money have contributed to alienation, division, competition, scarcity, and abject poverty. The very idea of money is fraught with emotion, stress, and for many anguish. In today’s society- the division due to money is extreme. Property and ownership have become prima over community, relationship, and meaning.

Property is not a thing- it is a relationship amongst individuals about things.  Money is an agreement; an agreement between individuals. In Sacred Economics, gift exchange is distinguished from other forms of exchange by a number of principles, such as the form of property rights governing the articles exchanged; whether gifting forms a distinct “sphere of exchange” that can be characterized as an “economic system”; and the character of the social relationship that the gift exchange establishes

In a gift society; building community, gratitude, desire, and need for each other is the end result. Money no longer becomes a barrier, when you are called to serve and live based on your talents delivered through gifting. An economy that embodies the principles of gifting, aligns us in the true expression of ourselves, our higher good and our higher service.

It is time for a conscious evolution in the energetic exchange of goods and services. It is time to apply reverent energetic exchange that serves our true purpose.  Around the world, there are restaurants that run exclusively in a Gift Economy, including several Panera Bread stores here in the United States. There are health care clinics in California and Oregon, music groups including Radiohead, and even a law firm in Chicago, all successfully operating in a Gift Economy.

In this manner, the Maya Center has implemented sacred gifting. Our services will be offered as a gift, with the trust that those served will gift back fair value for the service.  This system provides an opportunity to elicit trust, reverence, gratitude, and meaningful service.

The gift economy represents a shift from consumption to contribution, transaction to trust, scarcity to abundance and isolation to community.

~Charles Eisenstein~

Releasing Fear through Surrender

Fear has been our greatest challenge, and our biggest illusion. Fear stops us, freezing us in places we would rather not be. But why do we reside within fear, why do we allow ourselves to sit in that emotion? I believe we have been so deeply conditioned to know, accept and tolerate fear; that we are numb. Fear is overwhelming, but to evolve and transform we need to move beyond fear, recognizing it for what it truly is. Fear is a conditioned emotion meant to keep you in a regressed-repressed state. Fear, from a physiologic perspective is a biological mechanism of safety.  As a primal response, fear is an organised system to alert and protect you from harm- the primordial fight or flight mechanism within the limbic system. This system has evolved over millions of years, and holds an important role in our life if we view it on the physiological – biological basis alone. But where fear is illusory, and keeps us stuck- is in recognizing and living our true origins, our true selves. Fear prevents us from moving into the realms of greatness, glory and bliss that we so rightly are and deserve. Fear grips our being and we cannot let go. This is where it becomes important to recognize the illusion. We must learn to step into, and surrender, thus learning to let go of the emotion of fear. But when we let go, we are afraid- afraid that we will fall, and thus we don’t let go. If we recognize that fear arises as we are challenged with a new experience- understand that its primary role is one of protection. By recognizing and honouring that role, you can then move through the state of fear, and recognize that by surrendering yourself to the universal flow,  you are in fact allowing further expression of your greatness. When we reside in fear, we block the flow of creative, affirming energy to us. When we release and allow, we bring forth the potentiality, the full expression of what we may be. In this way, fear can be your guide; your trigger for recognizing the greatness that is about to enter- if you surrender into it.

Our concept of fear was aptly described in The Parable of the Trapeze, by Danaan Parry:



Loss, Hope & Impermanence


I lost hope. Hope for something grand, beautiful, and meaningful. When I have become lost, I lose hope, and I am unable to feel love and connection. I become  disconnected from everyone and everything around me.  When my hope is gone the only thing that seems to grow brilliantly is the pain before me in the dark chasm of my wounded soul. From this place of despair and woundedness, I allowed myself to reside. These are the moments when I search deeply within; to find something – anything to hold onto. I grasp for faith, a glimmer of love, or  that small lasting measure of what is good. Battling in this darkness draws me ever deeper,  into the locked space within my soul.

There is no ray of light into this chasm, and it feels as if in these moments, that nothing can save me. This darkness brings coldness, loneliness and despair. But somewhere within this deep empty space I know that there is great wisdom, and it is found in this dark stillness. In this moment I allow myself to look into the pain and despair, I choose to venture further down- deeper into the chasm.  I give myself room to breathe, to be still,  and to sit within the darkness; willing the peace and comfort to show itself. In this darkness my demons and dragons are unleashed; revealing my biggest fears.  Failure and loss in all of its form consumes me, and I allow that essence in; to overtake me. I feel it, sense it. churn it, move it around and through me. It is cold, dark, heavy. I allow its presence to become fully alive so that I may understand its offering, its wisdom. I do so knowing that my only way  forward is through this darkness; and so I accept and surrender this path, this moment.

Loss has found me in so many ways in my life, and I have become a champion at moving through it. This time it feels different; deeper, primal, as if the core of my existence as a conscious being of light is being extinguished. The loss of life’s purpose manifest seems to hurt  more deeply than all the other losses. Contemplating this deep and ancient wound, the darkness within my soul feels heavy and burdened, unable to comprehend.  After being deep within this darkness for a time that feels unbearable, a  Buddhist  lesson comes to mind and heart; reminding me of the power held within change and suffering.

The lesson of  impermanence, teaching and reminding me that nothing remains the same. From moment to moment everything changes; leaving each consecutive moment something different, something transformed. The wisdom comes through; Thich Nhat Hahn’s lecture of impermanence reminds me that impermanence makes everything possible. He stated:

“When we bathe in the river today that we bathed in yesterday, is it the same river? Heraclitus said that we couldn’t step into the same river twice. He was right. The water in the river today is completely different from the water we bathed in yesterday. Yet it is the same river. When Confucius was standing on the bank of a river watching it flow by he said, “Oh, it flows like that day and night, never ending.  The insight of impermanence helps us to go beyond all concepts. It helps us to go beyond same and different, and coming and going. It helps us to see that the river is not the same river but is also not different either”.

Thich Nhat Hahn reminds us that life itself is possible through impermanence; that the corn of stalk cannot become so without the grain of corn being impermanent. That a woman cannot become a woman, and children and grandchildren would not manifest, without impermanence.

Our difficulty in our suffering is that we forget this lesson; that everything is impermanent.  At some point in our lives we will lose things; we will lose our possessions, our friends, our family; our dreams, and maybe even our purpose.  But we are reminded that without an awakened understanding of impermanence, it is not possible to be happy.  “Emptiness does not mean non-being and does not mean being either. It transcends all concepts. If you touch deeply the nature of impermanence, no self and inter-being, you touch the ultimate dimension, the nature of nirvana. Our freedom, peace and joy in the present moment is the most important thing we have” (Thich Nhat Hahn).

Within my chasm of darkness, I am reminded again, that moment to moment everything transforms. While I may not see the distant view of the beauty of my own transformation; I am reminded to welcome, honour, and love each moment within this journey of my life. For I am not the same as I was the moment before.

Within the deep chasm of my soul, a ray of light glimmers again.

Religious Persecution & Religious Harmony


We are one race- the race of humanity. We are all one creation and as such, we are all connected. We all equally share in the responsibilities and experiences of glory upon this earth, and  we each share equally share in the experiences of pain upon this earth.

As human beings we each have the right to live harmoniously, and to choose freely our religious beliefs and doctrine- or to not choose religious belief. While we may have these rights, a large and growing percentage of people are being persecuted for their beliefs. It is currently estimated that 500 million people, live in places where they are being persecuted for their religious beliefs. Our religious freedom is protected by both the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and two subsequent UN declarations. There are some groups that refuse to condemn persecution on the grounds that it’s a “God-imposed” test of faith to be endured rather than an evil to be resisted. But this misguided perspective both insults and disrespects God, and displays an insensitivity to victims of attack, torture, and discrimination.

I am one of those individuals. I am being persecuted for my religious beliefs and lifestyle- operating a spiritually based healing center.  I honour and follow Buddhist traditions and customs, rather than conform to Christian religion.  I deeply honour and respect all religious beliefs and views and I maintain that at their core, they all hold similar values.

I have a right to live harmoniously, honouring and observing my belief structures; just as you have a right to yours. I have a right to share in the glory and bounty of this earth; as do you and every other human being.  As a Christian your religious doctrine teaches “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.” John 13:34.

To my attackers I say: “Your lack of love, respect, and religious intolerance is unacceptable”. You persecute and attack me for my beliefs; yet I perceive your acts as feeble attempts of “control and power”.  I am saddened that you lack the depth and understanding of who I am as a human being, and who we are as one divinely connected human race.  According to Buddhist philosophy, happiness is the result of an enlightened mind whereas suffering is caused by a distorted mind.  A distorted mind, in contrast to an enlightened mind, is one that is not in tune with reality. (His Holiness the Dalai Lama).

Buddhist teachings are those of peace, compassion and love. I offer you love and compassion, as I do for all sentient beings. Our greatest gifts can be offered to each other when we find common ground to share our views and values; honour and respect each other, and live harmoniously.

I send prayers for your healing and well-being, and release from your own inner pain and demons.


Hybrid Solar Eclipse & Transformation



Tonight we will experience a rare hybrid eclipse. It will begin with the powerful “ring of fire” around the sun, and then transform into a total solar eclipse. This rare eclipse will not occur again until the years 2172 and 2853 (according to NASA). This powerful eclipse will realign the earth’s electromagnetic field and our own individual energy fields. This electromagnetic solar radiation brings light energy encodings that are literally bio-chemically transforming us into a higher state of consciousness and more loving beings.  This eclipse will helps us to completely remove old paradigms and programs and upload new ones, while at the same time providing intense healing; if we are ready.

We are being assisted on a grand scale, to heal ourselves, to re-pattern and reprogram our cellular DNA. We are being washed with electromagnetic energy that will literally bathe our physical beings in light, washing out old damaged programs and transmitting new, higher patterened sequences.

Of all days, today is the day to declare and manifest your strength and readiness for change. Today declare that you are healed. Today, declare that you will lose every last ounce of old patterns, beliefs and cellular processes that do not meet your highest purpose and good. Today, allow the energies to wash through you and bathe you in new powerful uplifting light. Today, allow the new wisdom, creativity, and insight to break through the field.

Give yourself permission to remove the outer and deeper layers of old baggage, and damaged goods; removing the structures that you have held onto, those which hold you back.  Holding on to our older patterns, will no longer work. Holding on to the patterned security of false and demeaning roles will no longer work. We must let go.

Today we transform ourselves, manifesting our deepest change.  We invite in , the higher light waves, offering new insight into our humanity, into our common connection as one unified field. We heal ancient wounds and forge new bonds of strength.

Solidify your dreams, wishes, and goals. Stand strong in your ability as a powerful BEing to invite and manifest profound change, Welcome this powerful new cellular encodement process; let it move you forward in consciousness and healing.




Healing Long Held, Deep Wounds

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We are complex beings having evolved to a point where our environment, society, work, and maybe even home life bombard us with stimuli that create stress, and a false sense of fear & failure. We are being called to move ourselves forward in these times of deep struggle; and you may feel as though you will cave in from the intensity of this struggle.

We believe that long held paradigms and patterns are re-surfacing to bring forth this “last call”; the challenge to rise above and beyond, in order to release and finally let go into the power of who you truly are! Working through long held patterns can cause discord, dis-ease, and disconnect, leaving you feeling lost, alone, and vulnerable.

It is our belief that this is not a process that should be undertaken alone, or without support and guidance. In response to the rising need for support and guidance, we have transformed our healing modalities to uniquely address the challenge of releasing deeply held old wounds. We believe that the wounds many currently carry, are deep -ancestral wounds, requiring a unique perspective on healing, release and resolution.

Over the last three decades, the Maya Center’s healing practices have evolved into a complex and uniquely ancient combination of intuitive diagnostics and healing, energy medicine, and integrative therapies including Jin Shin Do. More recently we have transformed our healing practices to also include intuitive guidance (channeling), along with the ancient wisdom and healing techniques from our ancestral roots of over 480 millions ago.

Our unique location on the oldest known barrier reef in the world gives us direct access to the most ancient of all healing modalities through ancient mother Gaia.  We utilize her deep energetic resonance of healing, along with her ancient fossils to imprint new wisdom and imbue deep cleansing and healing.

These healing techniques can be applied through multiple avenues: in person session including Jin Shin Do, via phone, or through online interactive video conferencing.

For more details or to schedule a healing check our webpates: http://mayactr.org/Healing/

You Are Not Your Story


We live by experience, and we create our stories.  Today you will go out into the world, and you will share your story, your life history; the epic adventures that make up the sum of who you are. What is your story, what will you share?

Our stories are our methods to define ourselves in ways that bring us meaning. We create labels and we use these labels and stories, wearing them like mantles. We become them- from the very moment we tell the tale, to the embellishment of how our story affects and defines our life. Everything that we are, becomes wrapped and cloaked in this one life story; and it is this story that creates our perceived truths, values, and beliefs.

Your story and my story, are small “snippets”, momentary snapshots into the window of our BEings. Our story by no means defines, labels, or explains who we are. The story we each have created can be compared to a “movie trailer”, showing one miniscule fragment of action in an otherwise lengthy drama feature.

We use our stories to define, categorize, and label; good and bad events, people, and experiences.  The story with its labels become our focal points and measures for success, happiness, and wellbeing; or lack thereof.

Stories and experiences are important, they serve as instruments helping us make sense of a complicated world. But our stories are not our ultimate truths.  Who are you truly: if you have no career, no powerful job title, no home, no car, no money, no relationship, no physical health? What if you have lost mental health? How does society, and the world at large define and label you then?

So, who, and what are you then, without all of these labels and stories?

It is my belief that what lies deep within and through; is the answer. You are pure essence – energy; pure God source. You are love. You exist as love; and nothing less. You, as pure God source are here to love, to serve, and to experience. You are here to live to your highest and most divine capacity; to reveal the God source within you. How you choose to use, define, and measure your experiences and stories is left to you alone. You can use those stories as a mantle to cloak yourself within, or you can reveal the true essence of your being- and live as God source. To live as God source, is to remove the need for stories, labels, comparisons, measures of success or failure. As pure God source you exist here, and now, to love, experience, and serve. Each experience then, when viewed through the lens of Divine God source, is absolutely perfect and brilliant; nothing less.

Through this Divine lens, you discover that revealing your truth, is the only thing to do. It becomes the right thing to do. You exist, you BEcome, and you live our your life in a way that honours that understanding; serving and being in reverence to all.  How others perceive you becomes their story and their label.

Will you remove the mantle to unveil your true essence?

In A Mood

Depression is rampant in our country; at least 1 out of every 20 people are depressed; about 340 million people.  This is a world wide epidemic, and many more have periods of anxiety, stress, and just feeling blue. Depression is caused by complex chemical imbalances within the neurotransmitters of the brain, along with many other factors in brain regulation, stress and life events.   Unfortunately, most people have turned to medications- “popping pills” as the form of treatment. Some believe that “depression” is a manufactured disease entity by the pharmaceutical industry in order to sell more medications.

Having feelings of sadness, anxiety, or being “in a mood” can be quite normal; and in fact is described as situational. This is common and often follows triggers in our lives such as changes in our home, work, and relationships. However, our conditioned response of taking a pill to fix every problem, has led us down a dangerous pathway.  Although it may be difficult in that moment when you are experiencing situational depression, there are many simple things that you can do to improve your mental and emotional state  instead of taking pills. Exercise, music, laughter, and playing with your children and/or animals all can safely bring neuro-chemicals back into balance and improve regulation of chemicals within the brain;, thereby improving mood.

If you experience situational depression, try to “get your groove on” and have a little fun, dance, play, laugh. Certainly, if you experience continued or significant depression you should seek medical attention.

Disclaimer: The information presented here is not intended to provide medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment.

By and Through You: Love Achieves All


We live in a world focused on materialism and monetary gain. There is absolutely nothing “wrong” with having things and achieving success & abundance. But true abundance comes through the art of living and serving through Love. When we operate through Love, then we open our lives to much greater prosperity: family, friends, happiness in our work, balance in our physical and emotional health, and financial success.

We are committed to bringing you balance in your physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, environmental, and  financial life.   Ponder how you have allowed love to flourish everything in your life. Check in with us and let us know what is working for you, and where love has yet to fill the gaps.

In love, light, & Gaia.